Ch 182: Li Yun’s Suicide

“I think Su Anlan and Han Xiaobei could live with us.”

Bei Miaomiao, who hadn’t spoken, suddenly spoke.

She just wanted to oppose Zhang Buran.

Bei Miaomiao felt very happy as long as Zhang Buran was unhappy.

Moreover, Zhang Buran was often not at home, and Bei Miaomiao was quite bored alone.

“Zhang Xiaomiao, what are you interfering with again?”

Zhang Buran didn’t expect Bei Miaomiao to agree.

“What? Is it not okay if I want to find two girls of the same age to play with? I’m so bored!”

Bei Miaomiao said angrily, hands on her hips.

Girls Bei Miaomiao’s age still yearn for playmates with common interests.

However, because she wanted to avenge her older brother before, she had forgotten her own desires.

But now, Bei Miaomiao knows that Bei Mingjie may still be alive, so the desire for revenge is basically gone, and the longing for companionship is even stronger.

But Han Xiaobei also has a grievance with Zhang Buran, and there is always an insurmountable obstacle between them.

But Su Anlan and Han Xiaobei are only a few years older than Bei Miaomiao, and they are both girls.

“Master, look, Xiaomiao has said so, so let me live with you!”

“Yes, Master, look at how lonely Xiaomiao is, she definitely needs someone to keep her company, right?”

Su Anlan and Han Xiaobei saw hope and each grabbed one of Zhang Buran’s arms, swaying coquettishly.

“Zhang! Buran!”

Bei Miaomiao’s attitude was even tougher.

Finally, unable to withstand the Three Little Ones’ constant nagging and pestering, Zhang Buran reluctantly agreed.

“Yay!”

“I can push Master over!”

Su Anlan happily jumped up.

Zhang Buran:………

Are they so unreserved?

……

Back home, Han Xiaobei and Bei Miaomiao were already very familiar with the house.

So only Su Anlan was the most excited, jumping around.

“Xiaobei, let’s sleep in the same room!”

“Okay!”

“Didn’t I give you time to bring your spare clothes and personal belongings? Didn’t you bring any?”

Zhang Buran asked, looking at Han Xiaobei and Su Anlan, who were empty-handed.

“We did, we did!”

“Big Yellow!”

Su Anlan summoned Big Yellow, Big Yellow opened his mouth, and spat out a pile of boxes of various sizes, piling up into a small mountain, instantly making the living room a bit cramped.

“These are my and Xiaobei’s clothes and personal belongings!”

“I found out that Big Yellow can swallow a lot of things and can also spit out a lot of things. He can be used as a mobile storage room.”

“Woof woof!”

Su Anlan patted Big Yellow, and Big Yellow was very proud.

“Okay, you guys tidy up yourselves.”

Zhang Buran originally wanted to sleep.

But he remembered that after sending Li Yun to the hospital, she hadn’t woken up yet.

The little ghost said Li Yun wanted to commit suicide by drowning, he didn’t know if it was true.

If it was true, after Li Yun wakes up, wouldn’t she try to commit suicide again?

He has to go and check.

After Zhang Buran left.

Su Anlan and Han Xiaobei tidied up for a long time, and finally finished.

“I’ve worked up so much sweat, it’s all sticky. I’m going to take a shower.”

Han Xiaobei said as she walked towards the bathroom.

“Xiaobei, I want to shower too, let’s shower together!”

“This…”

“I’m younger than you and I’m not shy, are you shy?”

“Alright then!”

A few minutes later, the sound of two girls playing came from the bathroom.

“Anlan, you’re so lecherous! Why are you touching me all over…”

“Xiaobei, yours are so big! Mine are small buns, yours are big meat buns.”

“What small buns and big meat buns…you’re so dirty!”

“I’m complimenting you, I’m so envious of your figure.”

“Do you think Xiaomiao’s are that big…”

“At least a C…”

“……”

Bei Miaomiao listened to the two people’s playful noises in the bathroom, feeling a little envious.

She also wanted to participate in their intimacy, but she didn’t know how to express it.

From childhood to adulthood, Bei Miaomiao did not have any friends her own age, she was always solitary.

Bei Miaomiao also hopes that she can have a legendary “bestie”.

……

Arriving at the hospital.

Zhang Buran went to the ward where Li Yun was.

Li Yun was already awake, sitting on the bed in a daze.

Seeing Zhang Buran arrive, Li Yun was startled at first, then smiled.

“You’re here.”

“When the doctor told me a boy sent me here, I knew it was you.”

“You saved me again…every crucial moment, you appear, why you…why only you…”

“Why did you try to commit suicide by jumping into the river?” Zhang Buran asked bluntly.

“What’s the point of me living?”

Li Yun gave a self-deprecating laugh:

“The meaning of my life is to be Deng Yuping’s money-making tool.”

“The meaning of my life is to be a shining star in the eyes of countless people under the spotlight, to be someone I’m not.”

“Such a me, a me who lives for others, what’s the point of living?”

“What stimulated you again?”

Zhang Buran asked in surprise.

“Do you know, at first I just lived to live, without a goal, until Deng Yuping appeared, she brought me the second light in my life, she instilled in me the idea that I can bring joy to many people, and packaged me as an idol.”

“I once thought she was the best person to me.”

“But I understand now, she only treats me as a tool to make money.”

“She personally sent me to that Young Master Wang’s bed.”

“Thanks to you, I wasn’t…”

At this point, Li Yun trembled, as if she was very scared.

“Later I confronted him, and Deng Yuping’s first reaction wasn’t to care about me, but to question me.”

“Deng Yuping told me that my value is to please powerful people.”

“She also said that the incident with Liu Yang at the hotel was also arranged by Deng Yuping, but later the development of the situation exceeded expectations…”

“I’m like an object, an object that can be measured by value.”

“I only know now that there is no one who cares about me in this world, no one is worth living for.”

After saying this, Li Yun fell into a daze.

“Don’t you still have me?”

Zhang Buran didn’t know how to comfort her, so he could only say that.

“You?”

“If you cared about me, why didn’t you come to stop me from jumping into the river?”

“Actually, my last thought of living was you.”

“But I waited for you for 5 hours, and you didn’t come.”

“I just thought that there was nothing left in this world worth cherishing.”

“But…but why did you save me after I jumped into the river?”

“I had already accepted death calmly…do you know how much determination I had at that time?”

After hearing Li Yun’s words, Zhang Buran was very confused.

When did Li Yun send him a message?

Zhang Buran opened his mobile phone and found Li Yun’s message among many unread messages.

The latest message was 6 hours ago.

Zhang Buran forgot to check his phone.

He just ignored Li Yun’s message.

Then Li Yun thought he didn’t care about her, then became disheartened, and then committed suicide by jumping into the river?