Ch 80
“You said you liked being scratched earlier, right?”
“Yes.”
Aria said, looking at the fingernail marks left on his upper body. Even though they were scratches from the water, they were still red. Looking at them, Aria used her free hand to stroke the fingernail marks left on his body.
“Ugh…….”
“Killian, you’re the pervert. Just from being touched, you’re breathing so strangely.”
“It’s because Aria is touching me.”
He was making his Adam’s apple vibrate with pleasure as he roughly moved her hand. Aria, feeling that movement weakly, somehow felt a strange sensation that her body was getting better the more she touched him, so she raised her fingernails to make new scratches on his body.
“I want to scratch more.”
“I like that.”
“Is it okay if I hurt you?”
“Rather than hurt, I think it will be more like ecstasy.”
He bit his lip and brought her thighs together. And he filled the space between them with his own and moved slowly.
Killian didn’t want their first time to be like this. He was impatient, but it seemed like she wasn’t sure about her feelings for him right now.
The sound of the bed’s springs creaking subtly was loud. As Aria’s hazy mind gradually cleared, she felt a strong desire to torment him.
“Ugh.”
She recalled his touch that had tormented her apex and tormented his bare skin in the same way.
“Killian, your skin is too hard.”
“It’s because Aria is too soft.”
“Is it because you’re muscular?”
“Ha.”
He looked at Aria as he felt her slap his chest and then persistently touch him with her fingertips. She didn’t avoid his gaze as he seemed to be glaring at her as if he would devour her. He smiled, thinking that she wouldn’t run away from him now.
“I won’t do more.”
“Why……?”
“Do you want to do more?”
Her energy was drained again in an instant. It was like pouring water into a broken pot. Then, perhaps because of her cold, her eyes felt too hot. The tip of her nose was cold, and the inside of her throat was scratchy. Her lungs felt stuffy and itchy, as if she had swallowed cotton, and Killian’s hands were too cold.
However, it was true that her senses came alive and she felt good every time she was touched by his cold hands.
But it was also true that she was mentally exhausted. Too much had happened today. She had almost been eaten by a snake, and as soon as she arrived, she had done all sorts of things with Killian.
“You’re not nervous at all.”
“I don’t even have the strength to be nervous.”
He knew that her words were a lie. Even as she said that, she flinched every time she was touched by his hands, and the nasal sounds she made as if she felt good proved it. She was trying hard to hold it in, so it wasn’t obvious.
“Put me to sleep.”
“Ah, I fell asleep…….”
Aria closed her eyes indifferently and pretended to be asleep. She was sleepy now.
“Are you really asleep?”
Killian said that and released her thighs, which were together, and lowered her legs to the bed. He felt like laughing a little as her breathing became even, as if she was really trying to fall asleep.
“I’m going to sleep…….”
“Yes.”
“Aria.”
She felt like her body was heating up again as he called out to her in that strange voice, so she stayed still, pretending to be asleep.
“I really feel like I’m going to die.”
“What are you talking about?”
Aria opened her eyes in surprise at his words. Then he smiled faintly, lay down next to her, and pulled her into his arms.
“It’s because Aria didn’t hug me.”
“Ah.”
She felt a little sorry that she had been about to fall asleep so indifferently, so she hugged him.
“Is this okay?”
She gave up on thinking because she felt like she would fall asleep in the middle of the conversation if she talked any more, and looked at Killian.
“I think you’ll be cold while sleeping, so let’s sleep with clothes on.”
“I’ll hold you tight so you won’t be cold.”
“Killian, you’re the coldest.”
“You need to put something cold on your body to bring down the heat.”
“……You just said you’d keep me from being cold.”
“It’s an improvisation.”
Aria said okay because she felt like something threatening that was rising up would really make her uncomfortable if she talked any more. Then he reached his arm under Aria’s pillow.
“It’s hard.”
“Do you not like it?”
“I can hear your heartbeat.”
“I’m glad you don’t dislike it.”
Aria didn’t dislike his firm arm muscles under the pillow. It was cold where it was positioned below her neck, but she felt good.
“Aria.”
“Killian, you’re so cold that I want to bite you.”
“It’s even better if you bite me.”
He smiled, reminding himself that Aria was not like him with his overflowing stamina. As he hugged her tightly, her warm body melted into his.
She felt good, as if she was sleeping with a bamboo wife in the summer, and he felt warm, as if he was sleeping with a heater.
“If I think of it after I wake up…….”
“Yes, I’ll look forward to it.”
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“Can I really go out through the door?”
“Of course.”
Killian, who had given Aria civilian clothes after she had finished washing up, answered that way when he saw her wrapped haphazardly in a bed sheet. He kept feeling like he wanted to tease her, as if he could easily unravel the sheet she was holding with her left arm just by pulling it.
“Turn around, Killian.”
“Why?”
“I have to get dressed.”
“Don’t you remember what we did yesterday?”
“I remember……”
Aria was about to say that she didn’t remember, but she changed her words because she thought he would say that he would make her remember again.
“Then what’s the problem?”
“Even if I remember, there are things that are embarrassing…….”
“Ah.”
Killian liked her shy appearance. He could tell that it was the opposite of his desire to show her his body because he wanted to look good to her.
He was deliberately changing his clothes slowly. Because even though Aria was avoiding his gaze, her eyes were quite intense when she looked at his chest, abs, and arms. It was clear that she wanted to see him as much as he wanted to see her.
However, he could now understand to some extent that she was a shy person.
“If I turn around, will you kiss me when we say goodbye later?”
“Why?”
“Because we’ll be dating soon.”
“Ah…….”
“Don’t you want to?”
“……I don’t know.”
Aria knew that her resistance was utterly useless, but she didn’t know it would be to this extent. So, she sighed and slowly unwrapped the sheet she had been holding on her chest.
She somehow wanted to distance herself from him a little after she came to her senses. Because she was embarrassed and these feelings were unfamiliar.
Killian forgot about buttoning his clothes and looked at her white naked body. Aria turned her back as if she was embarrassed, but her pale skin and red hair went well together.
“Killian?”
He took the clothes she was about to put on and waited until Aria turned to look at him.
“I’ll dress you.”
“Why…….?”
“Because I want to.”
“I want to put it on myself.”
“Can I receive the kiss I’ll get later, now?”
“Can’t I just…… receive it later……?”
“Okay.”
Aria somehow felt like she had learned a little bit about how to handle Killian. It seemed like he would obey her if she said things nicely.
“Lift your arms.”
“Yes.”
As Aria lifted her arms, he put a thin negligee over her. Perhaps because he was so tall, it wasn’t that difficult for him to dress her. However, his hands were cold.
“Y-you touched me on purpose, didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Ah…….”
She had asked because his hand had touched her sensitive parts, as if he knew that her body would flinch, but she was speechless because he answered so easily when she asked as if she was interrogating him.
“Can I touch you?”
“After I’m fully dressed.”
“Yes.”
Then he stopped doing anything pointless and dressed her.
Aria decided to try a little more to see how to handle him.
“Killian.”
“Yes.”
“Instead of a kiss, can I touch Killian?”
“Yes.”
At his immediate answer, Aria felt like she had become a researcher who had succeeded in an experiment.
“Then I’ll get dressed quickly and touch Killian a little.”
“I like that.”
He seemed excited and quickly dressed Aria. She was instantly dressed neatly. She was wearing a white blouse and a purple skirt.
Perhaps because of her hair color, the outfit suited her well.
“Killian.”
“Yes.”
He glanced at the unbuttoned buttons, as if he was expecting something. Aria put her hand through the gap in his open clothes.
“What can I do to make Killian happy?”
She shouldn’t have said those words.